Interview thing with nyp today.

Alot of last minute preparation as usual. I didnt leave the house until 2.10, and i was to be there at 2.25.

Ended up calling a cab, because i was still at the tricky mascara stage at 2.

Im hopeless.

Ah the interview was ok. I cant say i aced it, but i didnt bomb it either so.. Im just gonna use it as a guideline for the Ngee Ann one. That one i have to ace.

Have to have to have to. I want the best, and if there's no good reason for me to not get it, im gonna do everything it takes.


Ok that sounded vaugely psychotic.

Went to Plaza Sing. after that because i was bored of town and hoho, there's nothing there either. But i did manage to get a top. And its a us size one. HAHA.

Cheap thrills we non-thin people get.

Ah who am i kidding. Ive just weighed myself and quelle surprise, ive gained weight. -_-"

Guess im the sort who just HAS to diet, or exercise myself to death. I opt for the dieting. Me and exercise? Its like, eating chocolate dipped in chicken curry.

Met my mom and we went for dinner -eating again-. Indian veggies, a vegan's paradise. It was amazingly good.

But i think im falling sick. Everywhere aches now. Forcing myself to drink a positively vile herbal drink so i wont be like death tomorrow.

Doing my nails now. Bah. Supposed to have this totally girly day out tomorrow with Jane -my colleague- but oh no, nanyang has to scehdule it TODAY of all days. Pft. Damn.

Lemme think. I could have gotten a)gorgeous nails, b)a new hair colour and c)probably a truckload of new stuff.

ARGH. Shoot me. Just shoot me.

BUT. I am going to buy the jeans or jacket tomorrow. I need retail therapy. I feel fat, i feel sick and i feel like im never going to get into ngee ann.

What better excuse do i need?

Shit im screwing up my nails. Oh and, who else but me hates the prancy show-offy girl in American Idol? The one who poses alot and 'needs to eat humble pie'.

Fuck she's annoying.

Oh and just another random thought.

WHY THE FUCK must people tyype liike thiis and use words liike miie/heex/worx/hiim/eeux etc etc??

Its SERIOUSLY ANNOYING AND LOOKS FUCKING UGLY.

In fact, i cringe when i read it.

The one i hate most? NORRTI.

*&^$(^&$&#(%)^!!!!!! It just sounds disguisting and oh f.y.i,

its sure as hell NOT, i repeat, NOT cute.

I dont care if all you losers think its in/cute. Try doing that during your exams, and you wonder why you dont pass english?

Sick.