happy belated 1yr2mths baby!


i'm in commissues!

my second time in 7 weeks!


i'm quite sure this module is supposed to be in-depth and interesting with loads of food for thought and all, but dammit.

and its an examinable module. kill me.



tons of things to do;

1. FA1 to be edited, when i get it back.
2. Press release to edit
3. Finish up radio script
4.Gather up WebD contents
5. Start the 50-page creative journal.

With the exception of number 5, everything else is due BY FRIDAY.


PLUS.

1. new release test tomorrow
2. radio 10min talkshow practical test on fri.


and now i lay me down to sleep...


so i'm taking driving. my basic theory test isnt until jan so... i dont get to do damage to beautiful singapore roads until then.



anyway apparently my christmas/new year break is 3 weeks long instead of two, so the little hamsters wheels inside my head are spinning.

3 day jaunt to Bangkok, anyone?


work later.

&#$%&%)@%

"you're not good enough"


stop focusing on the 'not good enough' and focus on the 'you'.

please.


(both spoken AND unspoken, by the way)





i hope the internship goes through. 4 months in bangkok sounds heavenly.




/edit

funny how the simplest things can turn your mood around so quickly.



4 months in bangkok is still heavenly, though.

im at lecture. the two people on either side of me are too engrossed in Diablo 2 to care about me.

heh.

(timmeh just added " i care about you")



anyway Miami Ad School. I'm in love. I just read the Art Direction syllabus and oh my freaking god. i may have blogged about this before but what the heck. i'd kill to get in.


i want my macbook pro soon. the ibook is slowly but surely, dying.

i want my DSLR too.


meh. money.

So today is my big 1-8,

and the celebrations are already over.


Friday

Dinner with Singyi at Charcoal. The premium beef was orgasmic. I wish i had more money, then i could eat there more often.

Vivo City for nonexistent eggtarts, tu tu kueh and smoothies after that. Bummed around the sky park and took a little trip down memory lane.

Ivan joined us for a little bit and brought chocolate from Candy Empire. and then i went to go crash Timmeh's.


Yesterday

I had an awesome time yesterday.



First was a really good dinner with Timmy and his mom at the country club. His mom is way too nice to me ah. No pictures here but god the soup was really good. And the mushrooms.


Cafe Iguana with Prashant, Peter and Timmeh.


he's cuter than Mr.Mittens.


he's higher than high.


random expressions.



no ah, i dont know why my hair looks so fucked up here.


i wont say it.


that's better


TIMMEH. ROAR.


happy people. happy salsa.


i has cake. yoo no has cake.


i cut cake.


the watering hole.


timmeh says 'meh'


timmeh looks korean.


siAla AcTioN siAL~ (id kill for that face structure)


i love you baby.


thanks for the best birthday guys!


Candice joined us and we went to Living Room @ Mariott and THEN to B 1, a little club also at Mariott.

left the place around 5 and then we went down to Shant's for a bit. Timmy followed me home in the morning and we slept in.

and then we ordered pizza. mmmm.





A big hell of a THANK YOU to Prashant, for putting in effort to organize something for me. hugs and kisses there!




Comm issues is due sometime next week. Problem is, i dont know when and i dont know WHAT.

And lets not forget feature writing.

at least there's no school tomorrow.

school has started for about 4 weeks now.

i find myself drifting through the days, not really knowing what im doing or why im doing it. i guess i havent got a motivation. in secondary school, ngeeann masscomm was my goal, my dream. i had something to work for.

now i dont.

university is just a great big blur. sure, i pretty much mapped out what i want to do with my life for the next 5 years but who's to say its going to go the way i want.

the only thing im looking forward to is the overseas internship next year. kiasu me is already sourcing and trying to secure contacts for Ivan, myself and hopefully Timmy.

4 months is a long time.


i think it would be awesome to get away from singapore for 4 months. maybe i'll come back with a more positive outlook on things.


imagine going to bangkok or new york for 4 months. damn sweet i tell you.




sigh.

i dont like myself introspective. like i want to sit somewhere quiet and smoke my way through a packet of ciggies.

which i imagine won't be very good for me the next day.


on a brighter note, payday is coming. i get to reap the rewards my patience has brought me. honestly, i never gave a damn how your day was, i only did it to get a drink out of you. or to up my bottle sales. or make it look as though i was working hard. take your pick.

(although to be honest, there IS a small handful (very very small) of customers whom i'm actually glad to see. now these are the people who get a sincere how-was-your-day from me.)



in any case,

i have decided to bring the camera with me everywhere i go until i think ive got enough photos for the webd journal.

i might actually enjoy this assignment.



thank goodness for the little things that make this life alot more bearable.




a random thought about materialism;
does coveting die off after a while?

bunch of photos ive been meaning to upload.




halloween 07, masquarade.


mok at masquarade.


your typical tall, dark, mysterious stranger.


cute lil' geisha girl.


yeah yeah this was just for laughs.


halloween 07, DHL balloon


something about the water droplets.


now with a tinge of red..


yes, a brick floor.


a little dash of colour.


red compliments green


heineken>tiger beer.


this one's for you, Mark.


oh yeah, Mark the Hulk.

halloween 07, Caesars



Bonnie, Sy and I.


some of the staff..


one more staff..


one big happy family.


aye..


bonnie, edwin and me.


leonard, you SUCK at taking photos.


arvin!


kris!


Mark! (again)


Sy and I =)


was pretty fun working that day, didn't have to smile and no one could blame me. i love the whole dead person theme.

so.. we had a lolita, a french maid, a japanese high school girl, a japanese primary school girl and a nurse. what a halloween cliche.

there are a few photos of me, bonnie, mark and sy at zouk, but they are somewhere. with someone.


the day we got cheated.


jia wei in fear. ivan in uncontainable glee.


tsk. look at the emo guns.


now look at my SHOES.


greed.


REVENGE i say, REVENGE.


a hella long time ago.


the best friend and i. (yes on the balloon)



i'm the definition of a city girl, but i wouldnt mind these lights being killed now and then so we can actually look at stars.



so i've been on the balloon twice, and that's more than enough for this lifetime.

school is getting to me, and so is lethargy.

i'd like some apple pie.