i want to blog something about how i feel, but since i have no idea how to describe how im feeling right now, i think i'll just leave it here.
on a side note, i really need money badly.
i want to...
get into the car, drive far far far far far far away where no one can reach me or bother me.
then hopefully at the end of the far far far far far away road im driving on is a cliff.
whee.