endless lit streets and paper cranes
Tuesday, May 29, 2007;
im a walking mass of contradictions. (i know its normally 'bundle', but mass is just fine)
one minute im so pissed im ready to strangle you, and the next minute im feeling so helpless and wishing i could do something to help.
sigh.
-mon@9:41 PM
Monday, May 28, 2007;
hate, in most context, isnt a very nice word.
but this time, it couldnt be more fitting.
-mon@3:58 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007;
i was asking timmy yesterday about what he feared the most, and when he asked me the question in return, it occured to me that
i didnt know.
i think i do now.
-mon@7:55 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007;
i read my christmas and new year entries,
and i realized i have the most fun when certain elements arent involved.
-mon@10:49 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007;
ah i return from a mini hiatus.
in advertising now, drinking (an oddly sour) bubble tea Vera and i just went to buy.
school has been really exhausting.
i cant wait for the weekend. im going to sleep like i never slept before, wake up, and then do PDI.
curses.
i need a night out (hey yes i see the irony) with my nearest and dearest to just sit at some bar and drink away.
i shudder to think about the final projects, i really do.
-mon@2:57 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007;
Happy 7 months baby
I love youuuuuu =)
-mon@12:36 AM
Monday, May 07, 2007;
i believe the national library and i will be on close, intimate terms come the following 2 weeks.
i think im an ungrateful brat,
which is why im thankful for singyi and timmy.
anyway.
PDI presentation tomorrow, its going to be a laugh.
-mon@2:19 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007;
i came to realize how predictable and routine my life is now.
school, home, timmy's home, town.
rinse and repeat.
and it scares me how comfortable i am.
thinking about it, i know i will be very unwilling to leave this comfort zone.
roughly 2 more years, and then what?
i think im a pretty impulsive and a live-in-the-moment kinda person, but the thought of the future being so uncertain and how this uncertainty saddens me kinda makes me wonder if im more cautious and more of a planner than i thought.
curse the person who (will) invent real future-telling crystal balls for not inventing them sooner.
-mon@12:41 AM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007;
a little peek of what i see in school every wednesday. big ass TV production cameras.
school. sigh. all the work is starting to pile up and scarily enough, im still in the holiday mood.
gonna stay back tomorrow and finish some assignments so i'll feel less guilty when im WoW-ing or lazing in bed with some book ive read 10 times over.
that was a pointless entry.
happy labour day y'all.
-mon@8:45 PM
