endless lit streets and paper cranes

Thursday, August 31, 2006;

Lol.

yesterday

woke up at around noon, looked at the clock and turn back to sleep. lol.

got up to prepare for work.

work was darn busy.

if i said anything about washing my fingerprints off, yesterday was the icing on the cake. man.

but yes. work was work and the manual labour felt good. lol.


today

Teacher's day!

met khai vase mx and singyi at macs first and then we went back to school.

uh. talked to a few teachers and i didnt recognize almost all the guys who came back.

went home straight after, rested for a while and went out again.


haha have you heard? poptarts is cancelled!

at least there's lucas's thing to look forward to!

gonna wear my impossibly high heels

ok im gone.
-mon@9:26 PM






Lol.

yesterday

woke up at around noon, looked at the clock and turn back to sleep. lol.

got up to prepare for work.

work was darn busy.

if i said anything about washing my fingerprints off, yesterday was the icing on the cake. man.

but yes. work was work and the manual labour felt good. lol.


today

Teacher's day!

met khai vase mx and singyi at macs first and then we went back to school.

uh. talked to a few teachers and i didnt recognize almost all the guys who came back.

went home straight after, rested for a while and went out again.


haha have you heard? poptarts is cancelled!

at least there's lucas's thing to look forward to!

gonna wear my impossibly high heels

ok im gone.
-mon@9:26 PM




Wednesday, August 30, 2006;

So yesterday's outing was fun xD

We travelled all the way to Pasir Ris and waited for Ling and Jerald.

While waiting, we tried the mentos and diet coke experiment. Hey, it DOES work!

There's a video we took, but i'll upload it when Hoohoo sends it to me. xP

We were all damn excited, screaming and jumping and making total fools of ourselves on the way there.

And then.


IT WAS CLOSED.

Like what the hell? So effing retarded!!!

Damn anti climax can! Grr. ROAR.

So. We decided to go to town.


Our dream car! Though not in that colour.

Cabbed to town and met Mr.I-got-the-gig-at-Ben-&-Jerry's Lucas (who was wearing the coolest shades ever btw) at Lido. Singyi and i shared the 90% fat free ice cream outside. Ahahah greedy shit. nemind, at least it was 90% fat free. yah lah self denial as usual mona. tsk.

Initially wanted to eat at Seoul Garden but changed our minds and we went to NYDC instead!


I swear the girl is insane. MISSY QUEK SINGYI worshipping Coach. Hey, at least its Coach!

We went to wisma and all of us piled into NYDC.

Ate so freaking much!



Four of us shared: 1 potato salad, 1 baked rice, 1 pasta and 1 lasagne. eeee greediness.


Group pic! heart you all!


ROFL.


Then after sitting in there for 2 or 3 hours, we went to chill on the steps outside Hermes. Haha it was funny. we kept disturbing kissing couples.

Then we went to BK to chill cause it was "unglam" according to someone to chill on the steps. Played truth or dare there but yeah, its a boring game.



(please dont kill me) SO CUTE RIGHT.


Then we did stupid things while walking to wisma like dancing and singing christmas carols and stuff. whee.

Went to starbucks but the aircon was annoyingly warm.

Then we all left.

It was fun!

Ok lah not in the blogging mood so i'll end here.

Work later. toodles. xD
-mon@11:48 AM




Tuesday, August 29, 2006;

Yay. Im a happy girl.

I managed to find some motivation to clean my room. Ok, that happens every few days cause i simply cannot tolerate disorder. once it gets messy, i'll start breaking out in hives.

Anyway.

Escape in a bit! I dont know whats wrong with me but im just soooo psyched. I mean, its Escape! land of nothing to do and here i am going on and on about it as though i was going back to Tokyo Disneyland. Ahahaha.

Nah. All my lovelies are going to be there! Its like, whee!

haha i think i should attempt to curb my enthusiasm.


Anyway,

STEVE, JUST WEAR THE EFFING CLASS SHIRT.

tata xD
-mon@11:24 AM




Monday, August 28, 2006;

Ok im feeling better now.

Slightly.

Went to work.

I SWEAR I THINK I WASHED OFF MY FINGERPRINTS.

My boss did baking today and it was wash wash wash for a few hours straight. I managed to steal some time to eat ice cream though.

I only ate that one scoop of ice cream today. I feel so proud of myself.

*pats self on back*

Psyched for tomorrow. Escape! ok there isnt much but im going with all my lovelies so its gonna be fun. whee.


now. gym or swim tomorrow? wont have time for both.

I need to exercise! i didnt do anything remotely close to exercising over the weekend and today i was too lazy to go to the gym. shit im damn angry with myself.

i think i'll go to the.. gym.

tata.
-mon@10:57 PM






Im going mad.

Someone please tell me how to get off this emotional roller coaster ride

I feel so lousy.
I feel like im never good enough.
I feel so exhausted trying to keep up all the time

Why cant you just let me be the way i am?
Stop comparing me with you!
Just stop it!

effing cop the diva attitude.
you're too old for it anyway.

i dont want to feel anything anymore. ahhh. cant wait to go to work later and immerse myself.
-mon@12:21 PM




Sunday, August 27, 2006;

Last Night

Nothing much. Just went to work. Didnt have much to do. i was bored, so i kept cleaning the area. haha.

Today

Got up and went to church!

YAY.

I loved today's service. what Pastor was preaching really hit home. It made me think twice about myself and the way i was dealing with people's comments and constructive critism and stuff. I actually felt a certain level of chagrin. yes today was good and really really meaningful. i learnt well from today's service. xD

I believe it's God's message to me to wake up and stop being such a whiny brat. haha. Thank You Lord!

I totally heart the songs for praise and worship. i was so engrossed in praising and worshipping that i totally forgot i was wearing my 4 inch wedges and jumping around in them. to think of it, i was highly liable of tripping and breaking my neck or something. lol.


Then everyone went for dinner at PS. had some rice thing. the so-called spicy tofu made me and Jamie feel weird. As Steve would put it, it made my tummy feel funky.

Went back to church after dinner for Pastor How's birthday celebration!

There was a mod dance piece first which was way cool.

Then videos that were really touching. Especially the one that showed the growth of the church over the years. And it was really touching seeing my leaders when they were 13 or so. They're all like, 19-20 ish now. All grown up. The church has certainly come a long way and seeing the video, it really made me want to be part of the never-ending growth in the future.

Then the cake. it was 6KG of chocolate goodness SIN. haha!



This-made-my-day. thank you Brendon! suddenly so sweet, buy for everyone sweets. xP

The day is coming to an end. I want to sleep earlier so i have more workout time at the gym tomorrow morning. Actually, i wanna be up by 8 so i can get a lift from my dad to the interchange so i can STOP WASTING MONEY ON CABS.

Downloading songs now.

I feel happy. xD

Work tomorrow. Closing again.


One Way Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for!
-mon@11:34 PM




Saturday, August 26, 2006;

(I'm fever-ridden as i type this so excuse me if the writing sounds more like rambling.)

Thursay

Went to work! Caught Singyi and Step-hen (ahahha) online and they agreed to come to town to look for me at work. whee!

And as predicted, Stephen was late.

Ate alot of nonsense as usual. Satay.. meepok.. smoothies.. cakes.

Still, i love hanging out with them, regardless of how many calories i may have to sacrifice. xD

And hey, when I am willing to sacrifice calories for anyone, they have to be pretty darn special.


Mwah! heart you guys many many. xD

Friday

Towning with Singy!

It was daaaaamn fun. we skipped watching a movie in favour of shopping.

Fuel, lunch first!



we went to the old Marche. same concept, just a different name. wow.



roaaaar! this is specially for Stephen who couldnt come and DIDNT REPLY MY SMS-ES.



one of the meaningless photos. i dunno, i was entrapped by the barrel of bacardis! so many pretty colours. xP



just like how Singyi was entrapped by the cheese grater.



another wu-liao photo. i love the old school bottle.




lunch. yum.

then we walked around heeren/cine.

tea time! ahahah effing greedy i know.



you know what they say about ice cream. xD


THEN, the madness started.

we went to taka and wisma and tried on nonsense clothes just for fun and camwhored like hell.



This was at Nine West. Ala those rich LA snobs.



Guys caps from Topman.



Guys fedoras from Topman.

Then we went up to Topshop and picked what we thought were th ugliest dresses there.

Shockingly, we actually liked some of them.



ok no one would like the number singyi is wearing but i liked mine! very vintage.




these were more normal. and yes, i like the one i was wearing!



Maids in Manhatten. Singyi thought of that. HOW?!


Then laughing like mad, we went to taka.

Guess? first!




she liked the vest and i loved the coat.

Then we tried to do themes..



Theme: winter. singyi's wearing a long sleeveless coat thing.



Theme: summer. little vests thing! actually quite nice.




the lighting was too bright. Theme: elegant?




Theme: rather jappy?

Lol then to zara!



there's something about coats..



business-chic. yeah right im wearing shorts. rofl.



At Country Road. hahaha so old fashioned.



Finally at Mango. Nautical?


THEN. DINNER. something about eating with friends, your appetite is enormous.

We skipped coffee bean and went to Taka's foodie basement and bought rubbish to form one meal.



yaki tori.



po-piah.




(though it doesnt look like it) soon kuey.



Toast for desert?



OJ and Mango Juice.


Whee. had tons of fun. my family's going to town and im too tired and sick to move my ass. asking my mom to buy me a top from forever 21 i saw-but-had-no-money-to-buy yesterday.

work later, i hope.

tata off to sleep abit. xD
-mon@2:01 PM




Wednesday, August 23, 2006;

My sit-in-town-and-think idea flopped.

rofl.

anyway.

so dad picked me up and we went to town together. i think he's noticed ive not been myself, that's why he's being extra nice. lol. i mean, he let me drag him around taka and wisma!

retail therapy rocks my socks. i managed to shut out the thinking for a while.

I bought:

1) 3 novels
2) dressy shorts
3) anna sui mascara
4) Nine west wedges

yep so. i was happy. momentarily.

and then dad had to leave, but im so happy i spent some time with him today. dad-daughter bonding thing. love you pops! xD

i had about an hour and a half to kill before work so i went to coffee bean at centrepoint to read.

then work! work was fun, but it wasnt busy so i was consumed in thoughts once more.

but!

Jamie and the rest of my CG came down! happiness! love you guys many many!

closed early and went home.

going to devour my novels once im done blogging.




Isnt this the cutest? thank you jamie and polly!



cheezles! dale you rock!



JAMIEE, thanks for sharing with me and letting me share with you. i feel so much after talking it out. xD im very very fortunate and glad to have you as my friend and my CGL because i can get mentored amidst the normal things friends do with each other. the balloon you and Polly gave me really cheered me up and i was touched. thanks for cheering me up! -bigfathugs

DALE!!! Thanks for the cheezles. that simple gesture really touched me, too. thank you for showing me concern and asking me to eat my dinner even though we arent really THAT close yet. they're right, all it takes is a simple gesture and little touch of concern to make an impact. xD

once again, church has brought to me a myrid of blessings. the love of God, a new faith, and the amazing amazing warm people who make up hoGc.

MISSY QUEK SINGYI i heart you! you're retarded-ness on my tagboard made me smile and i could see the genuine concern from many many years of friendship behind "count on me mona-pore." haha you made me laugh you crazy ass chick! no one knows me better than you do and im looking forward to many many more years of friendship with you. xD and you can count on ME anytime too, sing(yi)-apore. ROFL.

LING MWAH. thanks for always being there when i was down and i want you to know i'll do the same for you anytime. your tag let me now that you're always going to be watching my back and being there when i need you (likewise for me!) im just a phone call away and you know my hp is on like, 24/7. yeah man we'll suffer/laugh/cry/cheer/celebrate through the next 2 1/2 years in poly together!

STEVE DUUUUDE. thank you muchos for letting me rant and rant and rant. you've been letting me do that for like, months on end and im amazed, im spellbound and i kowtow to your patience. not many guys i know will let a girl rant and rave and ask senseless questions over and over that would drive normal people mad, but hey, how cool is it to be an exception? you're like, the ultimate buddy and you never fail to cheer me up. thanks dude!

yes im feeling reaaaaally emo now and reading the above, im one lucky person because i have so many great friends in my life. xD

i feel contented now. i shant blog anymore about my confusion and all that. i'll leave that for another entry.

off to read!
-mon@11:31 PM






Ok. Hi all.

I woke up this morning feeling totally shitty.

So i ended up going up going to gym and the pool to just thrash it all out.

I just got back and i feel better. I was singing while i swimming and that resulted in this super itchy feeling in my nose and ears so it basically shut out all thoughts except for: "damn this itches". woo hoo swimming rocks.

Im going to town in a while to get some novels and read them at coffee bean and sort out some thoughts. i think i need "me" time. hopefully by tonight, i'll be blogging about what i know what to do.

cause i hate feeling this way. lost and vulnerable.

i know i'll be ok.

why?

cause i have JESUS with me and i know that He'll help me through this. xD


ok im off to prepare myself for town and work. booyah! nothing like making a few smoothies and washing tons of plates to keep my mind occupied xD
-mon@12:45 PM






I need to take a breather.

5 hours ago i was euphoric, happy, laughing, crapping with my friends online and bonding in my tagboard over the lila loser who really ought to be shot, but that's a topic for discussion another day.

(and screw being cryptic)

5 hours later sees me staring blankly into the screen, vaguely aware of the jumping green adium duck i just downloaded an hour ago on my dock, crying like the world's biggest emo loser and about a million thoughts fighting for top position for being well, thought of first in my head.

stop the pounding, stop the tears. i know i should sleep and forget everything. but all i feel is numb

firstly, i hate feeling the way i feel now. miserable. vulnerable. loser-ish. i hate to give in to my emotions and i just did. everything's like a blur now.

I WANT TO ORGANIZE MY THOUGHTS.

I feel pain. I feel like my heart has just been crushed. I hate the way i have been behaving recently, i really regret it now and i effing (sorry i had to use this) wish i was free of all this shit.

i kinda miss the old days

I dont know if im doing the right thing. Im torn between doing what my heart is telling me to do and what i feel i should be doing logically. dammit.

i truly think that i dont know how to appreciate what i have and actually hold on to it, and long at the long term issues. all i know how to do is be spontaneous, and live in the now. but im just that kind of person, and now im fighting against that. Its not right. How the hell do you fight against your own thoughts? Its like, self denial or some shit.

I regret it now. Everything i did. Everything i said. Im so sorry.

i want to be my old free-spirited self, but i can't

i dont want it to feel like its an obligation, but in order to do that, i have to make like one of those sappy korean stars on drama serials and truly believe in that ironic thing, which is just ridiculously hard.

since when did doing something right feel so crappy and wrong?

they say you will fight for a cause you believe in, and stick to it all the way. but its hard you know? i dont know if i can do it, and if i cant, i certainly dont want to start it now and prolong the agony and deceit for everybody.

I hate myself for being so weak and ridiculously indecisive. and sickeningly shallow. hey i just alliterated that. hur.

i guess i'll just see how things will go as time progresses. hopefully everything will take a turn for the better and the way i hope it will turn out. but if it doesnt.. then well, it was good while it lasted.

i have alot more to rant actually, just that i dont exactly know how to do that without being irritatingly repetive.


in the meanwhile, i'll put all my hope into God and trust in Him because i really believe He will help me through this.
-mon@3:05 AM




Tuesday, August 22, 2006;

Dunno what to blog about so i'll just do a survey i ripped off Steve's blog. been doing alot of these lately.

Favourite colour: dunno. pink?
Favourite Food: sushi
Favourite Movie: les choristes
Favourite Sport: ice skating? gymnastics?
Favourite Day of the week: SUNDAY
Favourite Ice cream: anything B&J
Favourite TV show: the hills

Current Mood: stoned
Current Taste: kaya
Current Clothes: tweety bird PJs. LOL
Current Desktop: butter toast from gettyimages
Current Toenail Colour: no polish. nails are too weak
Current Time: 11 50
Current Annoyance: feel nauseous
Current Thoughts: should i go bathe now?

First Best Friend: uuuuh.
First Crush: some ang moh dude in kindergarten
First Movie: wow thats long ago.
First Lie: i climbed onto my dad's bar and broke alot of bottles and said the maid did it
First Music: london bridge is falling down

Last Cigarette: uuuh last year? its darn stupid.
Last Drink: green tea. oh the irony.
Last car ride: a few hours ago. went to dinner with family.
Last Crush: aye... cant rmb.
Last Phone call: dad
Last CD played: itunes count?

Have u ever dated any of your BESTFRIENDS: yep
Have u ever broken any laws: underage drinking (everyone does this so..), underage smoking, stealing (ROFL), littering etc
Have u ever been arrested: never
Have u ever skinny-dipped: haha yes.
Have u ever kissed someone u don't know: yes, well, not totally didnt know.

5 luckiest people: Coco Chanel, John Marciano, Anna Sui, Louis Vuitton and er, Queen Elizabeth.
-mon@11:47 PM




Monday, August 21, 2006;

Well.

ITS OVER ITS OVER!!!!

as of now, my 8 beautiful weeks of break has started and i wont have to step foot into school (except maybe for FMSS meetings) or wake up early ever.

HAHAHAHA.

just got up from a 2-hour nap. was supposed to sleep until tomorrow but i didnt turn on the air con and my room got so stuffy i woke up. that and,i was in a really uncomfortable position. too many things on my bed and me being too lazy to keep them, i contorted my body to avoid the objects. -shrugs.

i plan to squeeze in time for gyming or swimming so i can get my body into better shape and also get my immunity level up. i think my body is pretty weak. not good! not healthy. tsk. and a complete diet overhaul. i mean, im going to have so much time on my hands i may as well do something about my health. i'll go research diets later. i always liked the south beach but its such a hassle to eat stuff without carbs. and i love potatos. ah.

im psyched for next tues which is the tentative outing. escape. ahaha havent stepped foot in there for years man. in fact, ive only been there once in my life. i know, deprived. yay the other 8 of you, keep tues free!

can't wait to sleep later.


I want to thank You for helping me out of the situation i was in a few days ago. I'm truly bowled over by Your mercy and grace and Your amazing power.

I have to say this. God has been constantly helping me, being my pillar of strength, and someone i can turn to when i feel that no one else out there in this world can help me.

Even when i wasn't Christian, but i believed in God (i just didnt go to church) and i prayed whenever i needed help, He would listen and answer my prayers.

I have a truly awesome God

Im just so thankful and grateful, i wish i could somehow repay You Lord. You give and You give, You are amazing!

I know ive only been christian for maybe a little more than a month, but in all fairness, He loves me just as much and has helped me and guided me whenever i needed and prayed for it. Lord, Your love knows no boundaries. The sense of panic and despair i had felt slowly ebbed away with each prayer and instead, i was filled with a sense of peace because i knew the Lord had heard my prayer and would help me. I placed my faith and trust in the Lord to guide me out of my uncertainty and dark pit of despair. and He did.

im so so so so glad to have been brought to church and to have been saved. im lucky and blessed because i know of the love of Jesus Christ, His mercy, His grace, His lovingkindnesses and His glory.

I really wish my all best friends would come to church with me and adopt a Christian lifestyle and too place their utmost faith and trust in our savior Jesus Christ. I wish my family would start going to church too, because i want them to be saved.

Im veryx10 glad that most of my closest friends outside church -Ling, Char, Des, Steve- already know of His great love and have been saved. The thing is, once you've been touched by God, and start on the journey of knowing Him more by becoming Christian, you'll never looked back.

My life is on the alter
I give my heart to You
In You i found my purpose
My reason for living is You

You are my source and my salvation
Nothing compares to You
All of my days i long to know You more

Holy Spirit pour down like water
Im hungry for Your touch
Each breathe i take i give my all to You
-mon@10:04 PM






I know im asking for trouble.

me, the brilliant procastinator decided to act smart and procastinate like shit.

i only started studying for medsoc last night, at 10pm and i went to sleep at around 12.30, completing barely nothing. wow.

actually i intended to wake at 2.30 to study, but i kept hitting snooze until i gave up altogether and went to sleep.

at least im catching up now. all that's left is radio and i can go eat lunch. tummy's growling.

in the library with Jamie and her friend. just devoured a pack of malteses and cheezels. tsk and im still thinking about lunch. why mona why.

its aite, i'll go running later! or gym, if time permits.

im damn sleepy! im like, falling asleep on the beanbag chairs. hell, i even managed to dream a little.

can't wait for 4pm. it'll all be over and then hahahahahahaha. about 8 weeks of beautiful hols hols hols!

okays, off to do ra-di-o.
-mon@10:46 AM




Sunday, August 20, 2006;

YES MY INTERNET IS WORKING.

I think im really one of those i-cannot-live-without-modern-technology kind of person. The past two days has seen me doing retarded things to get internet connection.

1) walking around the house over and over and over and over again with my laptop in hand and trying to access my neighbour's routers in case they decided to turn it on.

2) balancing my laptop against the window still to get one particular neighbour's internet connection.

3) begging the router to work.

but yay, its decided to work so whoopee for me.

UPDAAAAATEEEEEE.

Yesterday

BBQ with all the people i lovelovelove!

everyone met up at around 2.30, (from 1 to 2 to 2.30 thanks to my laziness and unwillingness to get ready ahahha sorry) at harbourfront to buy food.

dragged everything back to SINGYI'S place and settled down to watch Click.

that didnt work out, cause the light reflecting off the ever-so-tempting pool could be seen in ripples against singyi's ceiling (her living room window overlooks the pool).

so we ditched Click, and went swimming! it was funny. it got cold after awhile, so we went indoors to the hot pool/sauna/steamroom.

and then it got hot, so we went back to the pool outside. and then we went back in when in got cold. and then back out again when it was hot. ahahahha nonsense.

cleaned up and started preparing the foooood. there was a scary amount of chicken wings. it looked deceivingly little in its frozen and compact state. i thought there's wasnt going to be enough, so i ordered pizza too. BIG MISTAKE.

Cheak was our super cook!

the merry go round was fun. ahahaa. it felt like a roller coaster after a while. no shit. damn scary.

soccer. the guys love soccer. it was fun randomly kicking the air and running around acting busy cause i cant play soccer for NUTS.

my favourite part was the sitting down and talking nonsense/singing/swigging bacardi/laughing/eating/complaining of being full part when we were winding down. i was <---> this close to jumping back into the pool FULLY CLOTHED (as in, without changing into my swimming wear lah) because the soccer/screaming on the merry go round made us all damn sticky.

cabbed home. dratted midnight charges.

no camera, so no pictures but it was really fun. next week!

today

woke up with mild food poisoning.

HAHAHHHAHAHAHA.

i think it was cause i was busy spraying whipped cream onto EVERYTHING i ate. that would include potatos, sausages, cherry tomatos, satays and fruits.

hey, i always had a cast iron stomach!

went to the 24 hr clinic doctor at like, 7 cause they have stronger medication and i wanted to go to service.

but.

was still giddy at 3-ish so i gave up on the idea of being well enough on time.

so i focused on getting well for work instead. was still a little dizzy when i got there but it was ok after while.

work was fun! i kept scooping ice cream and losing bets to mr willy.

DONT WANT TO BET WITH YOU ANYMORE.

just got home about half an hour ago and devoured a slice of chicken pie. yums. xD

DIE LAH. HAVEN STUDIED FOR MEDSOC YET.

Gonna meet JAMIE tomorrow early before service and STUUUUUUDYYYYYYYY. cannot. my medsoc grade sucks. i got only 10/20 for the interview cause 2.5 marks got chopped off for going over the alloted time. SORRY LAH MY INTERVIEWEE TALKED SLOWLY.

im off to go kill ants. someone left cake on my table and now they're like, swarming. and they're the fast ants i hate.

*SMASH*
-mon@12:29 AM




Thursday, August 17, 2006;

Im up way too early. I would go back to sleep, but i cant. bleah.

So im blogging, although i have nothing to blog about.

So i'll do a quiz LINGMYDARLING sent to me cause i was whining to her about how bored i was.

Before i start, im actually watching Miami Ink and damn i so want a tattoo! But ive promised myself not to get a tattoo until something really significant happens. this girl did one down the side of her body and it looks sooooo nice. bleah.


Right-o here we go!

1. Ever been given an engagement ring?
Not yet xD

2. Longest friendship?
MISSY QUEK SINGYI. 9 years and onto 10. 1 decade, sounds so cool. xD

3. Last gift you received?
uuuuh. wow i cant remember.

4. How many times have you dropped your cell?
at least 10 times

5. When's the last time you worked out? yesterday.
i climbed the stairs home.

6. Thing you spend a lot of money on?
FOOD. im damn greedy. xD

7. Last food you ate?
raspberry puffs

8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
the way he holds himself first, then his smile, then his face. sorry la im shallow can?

9. One favorite song?
Rock ya body Mic check 1,2- Stagga Lee

11. High school you attended:
Northview Sec. 0_0

12. Cell phone service provider:
M1

13. Favorite mall store:
i have too many favourite malls and too many favourite stores

14. Longest job ever had:
Miss Sixty, 5 months

15. Do you own a pair of dice?:
i think so... let me go check and i'll let you know.

16. Do you prank call people?
i pranked called the POLICE. rofl.

17. Last wedding attended?:
my dad's friend. that was last year.

18. First friend you'd call if you won the lottery:
SINGYI. and then id buy her the $100 burger.

19. Last time you attended church:
last Saturday xD

21. Biggest lie you have heard?
that the toothfairy was real. it broke my 6 year old heart, really.

23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends?
NYDC or Coffee Bean

24. Can you cook?
Yep, but not well enough yet.

25. What car do you drive?
i wanna drive a beetle one day.

26. Best kisser?
hur. like i know.

27. Last time you cried?
a few days ago. i was feeling very frustrated.

28. Most disliked food:
hmmm. pig organ thingy. never tried it before but it looks so gross.

29. Thing you like most about yourself?:
aye... that i try my best to give and do everything.

30. Thing you dislike most about yourself:
im too short tempered.

32. Longest shift you have worked at a job?
12 hours.

33. Favorite movie?
Les Choristes. i was damn surprised when i started crying when the boy sang. it was one beautiful voice.

34. Can you sing?:
yes. im the queen of singing in the showers!

35. Last concert?
Youth Alive.

36. Last kiss?
HMMMMMMMMMM

37. Last movie rented?:
I think it was Bewitched. but i borrowed Breakfast at Tiffany's from Char. does that count?

38. Thing you never leave home without?:
my phone.

39. Favorite vacation spot?
uhh from my limited travelling experience id say Tokyo, Japan.

40. Do you like Chinese food?
not really.

42. Is your room clean?:
its disgusting. i should go do something about it.

43. Laptop or desktop computer?:
laptop

44. Favorite comedian?:
hahha charlie chaplin.

45. Do you smoke?:
No. i got better things to spend $11 on.

46. Sleep with or without clothes?:
with.

47. Who sleeps with you every night?:
my pillow that's been with me through thick and thin since the day i was born. AWWWW

48. Long distance relationships work?
depending on the nature of the relationship i guess.

49. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?:
considering i dont have a car, NONE.

50. Pancakes or french toast?:
french toast.

51. Do you like coffee?:
oh yes.

52. How do you like your eggs?:
hard boiled or scrambled.

53. Do you believe in astrology?:
no. but i always find it amazing how what they say about scorpios is so accurate.

54. Last person you talked to on the phone?: mcdonalds delivery person.

55. Last person on your missed call list?:
Dad

56. McDonalds or Burger King?:
Burger King. i wished they had delivery

57. Number of pillows?:
3, used to be 5.

58. What are you wearing right now?:
dad's work shirt and shorts

60. Pick a lyric, any lyric or song?:
lazy to walk.

61. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
probably grape.

62. Can you play pool?:
barely.

63. Do you know how to swim?:
yes

64. Favorite ice cream?:
choc chip cookie dough

65. Do you like maps?:
since orienteering, NONONONO and a thousand times NO

66. Tell me a random fact about yourself?:
my future tattoo will be either at the back of my neck or at my collarbone

68. Ever attend a theme party?:
no. so sad.

69. What is your favorite season?
autumn. beautiful.

70. Last time you laughed at something stupid?
last night. the tv show was retarded.

71. What time did you wake up this morning?
9.20

72. Best thing about winter?
i wouldnt know, but id guess being able to drink hot chocolate with someone special on a log by a frozen pond

73. Last time a cop gave you a ticket?
never.

75. Name of your first pet?
dunno. fishie?

76. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
cool. imagine getting to tour the world and robbing people because its your job.

77. What are you doing this weekend?
saturday: bible studies, donate blood, CHURCH SERVICE, work
sunday: slack?

79. What is the third letter of your name?: n

80. How old are your pets?: my brother's 15 x)

81. What color is your backpack?
dont own one. 0_0 the closest would be my red crumpler.

82. Are you sick?:
nope.

84. Is the bathroom open?:
yep.

87. Are you smiling?:
no.

88. Do you have on eyeliner?:
yes

89. Do you miss someone right now?
not really.

90. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
new york city, manhatten

91. Do you have a Myspace?
no

92. Are you in high school?:
nope

93. Do you have a crush?:
nope.

94. What is your favorite nickname for yourself?:
mon

95. What color is your bathing suit?:
both are white.

97. Did you go on vacation last month?
nope. but i was in school so much it felt like a vacation-away-from-home thing

98. Have you ever been on a cruise?:
yes and i hated it and wild horses couldnt drag me back on one.

99. Do you have a sister?:
no.

100. Are you upstairs?:
nooooope. my home's only one level xD

whee ok my macs is here. tata!
-mon@10:24 AM




Wednesday, August 16, 2006;

Right-o.

i'll start my entry with the cutest video ever.



i think its quite laggy.

but MEHUL uploaded it onto youtube. so go see!

xCLICK HEREx

ummm.

work today. didnt do much. pauline did baking. yummy orange muffins.

drink of the day: strawberry smoothie. its my fav lah.

eeeer. bummed around town with my friends after work and then i went home for dinner. i thought my mom was going to cook, after one LONG year of not cooking but turns out she was too tired so i went to the market and bought myself carrot cake with tons of chilii instead.

disappointed.

must study medsoc tomorrow. give me willpower.

T105: Hi darlings. so sorry for being such a nag (i swear im not fated to have kids, they'd hate me) but please remember to reply me ASAP. latest: THURSAY, TOMORROW, 17 AUGUST by 9 PM.

Ling: dont berate yourself too much kays? accidents happen! maybe your wallet got picked up by someone who hasnt eaten in many days? haha ok i bet that did not make you feel better. cheer up darling, i'll buy you a nice nice wallet! as they say, sunshine after the rain so who knows, God probably has lined up a whole looooooong series of blessed days up ahead for you. -bigfathug


ooo i spot tim tam in the fridge.
-mon@11:10 PM




Tuesday, August 15, 2006;

Ok i just ate like, 3 slices of kaya toast and im super full.

slacked at home the whole day. yay i enjoyed myself. xD

and i got around to watching Breakfast at Tiffany's. Its darn nice. Love it! im going to go rent all the Audrey Hepburn movies i can, she's an amazing actress.

I'll just upload pics of the day at char's place.

um. its really alot of photos so...

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Hide-the-nigel madness. tsk behave children! library somemore.

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mok is good.

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ROFL nigel...

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SHAFIK LOOKS SO SWEET AND PRETTY HERE. must be the bedsheets. lol lol lol.

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start of the major camwhoring...

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Purdy.

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Revelation! (sian my jawline is so weak. DAMN I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT)

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my favourite mode. so cool.

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madness right out of a comic book.

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BOO

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hee hee i love mr brown.

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again.

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LOOK AT MR BROWN'S CHEEKS. RED HEARTS.

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eeee freaky.

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attack of mr brown.

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i always wanted a small head.

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so coooooool.

(the next few are supposed to be "animated" when u view them one after the other and not at one go)

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number 1.

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peek-a-boo!

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ok children, speak no evil, hear no evil, see no evil.

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running out of things to do. KALLANG WAVE.

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after hearing falloutboy's Dance Dance. does funny things to him, 0_0

okays. now im going to show you mr brown camwhoring.

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THIS.IS.THE.CUTEST.THING.EVER.

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two months preggers.

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oi diet with me!

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what can i say? he's darn cute!

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...who did that to mr brown?

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HAHAHAHAHAHA.

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what? i was bored!

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looks kinda.. funky.

(someone showed me this. i think it was nigel.)

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sad.

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happy!

lol lame. i love those guys lah. HEARTS!

imma go sleep soon. working morning tomorrow and then moviiiieeeee later on. i need to get out of the house. one day confined at home is killing me.
-mon@11:56 PM





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