Im so pissed, so angry and so can-i-please-strangle-someone mood the next person to fucking annoy me is going to fucking get it.

Obviously im not stupid enough to publish for the whole wide bloody world to see what exactly is the reason for all my supposed fury but i need just need a fucking outlet ok?

And nor am i being attention seeking blah blah blah. im not forcing anyone to read my blog so the next loser who intends to accuse me of the above on my tagboard, kindly get lost and go screw your mom.


how the fuck is it that one can be so angry at someone, and yet feel bad at the same fucking time? And since when did i stoop to the level of feeling bad for people im angry at? Jesus christ im being such a pathetic piece of shit. ARGH!!

(and yes i know i just committed blasphemy -however you spell it.)

i want to just lock myself up in my room and avoid social interaction unless absolutely necessary for the rest of my life thank you very much. no im being all depressed-so-i-shall-go-slit-my-wrist. god forbid i stoop that low. ever had times you just want to be alone, and not have to make stupid chit chat with people? well this is one of those times and the most annoying thing is, i freaking cannot justify why im feeling this way. nor can i justify the sudden burst of anger. i was freaking stabbing away at my table with a hairclip while i was waiting for the com to boot up. oh my god im turning into some kind of freak.

i reckon i have some psychological damage somewhere. could be all the cranial injuries ive suffered. ah fuck this, i dont even know why the hell im ranting here. its like opening up a bloody door and screaming for people to come in and annoy me.

and hoho, i cant talk to no one about this!!! i swear im going to end up in an institute. i think im too secretive for my own good. ah who the hell cares.

re-reading the above, i think its called mood swings. hahahahhaha.


oh and, just to prove im still perfectly sane -and contradicting everything i just said above- i cant wait to sleep.

this entry is pretty much as informative -and useful- as last year's copy of Cleo but so what.

i think i'll go take a nice long cold shower and stop annoying everyone unfortunate enough to read this entry.