Its way to early to be up on a saturday. i'm in school now actually, attending some iLife training thing. It's until 11 and then im off to bras basah (or whatever that place is called) to print out my bauhaus project.

I think i have to go to Miss Sixty later to pick up the travel bags i ordered back in March or April. yayness, cool new bags for those 3D 2N malaysia trips, wahahaha.

Right, emo time.

Obviously the main purpose of this entry isnt to update every minute of my life. I just need an outlet for ranting. Irritating as it seems to constantly read these vague, crpytic and seemingly meaningless blocks of text that i think i will be throwing out on probably what might seem to be a daily basis, well, you cant say i didnt warn you. xD


If only it was possible to just shut off my brain for a while and sleep everything away, kinda like a computer resetting back to factory settings. Back to when things were so much simpler, back to way before anything would have the chance to take place. Cause now, its like being in the heart of an emotion hurricane. Reality has hit me, and while part of me has accepted -maybe even known all along- the fact, another part just refuses to accept it. Im torn between wanting to free myself from all this, and simply make like the wind and act as though ive fallen off the face of the earth and wanting to cling on to that little spark of hope that has yet to be doused.

I freaking hate feeling this way. I hate this sense of vulnerability. If only complete numbing was an option.

Ah i'll shut up now. I guess what im gonna do is not fight fate. In a sense, i guess im giving up. I mean, no point fighting a battle that already lost, right?

Imma go. Workshop's over.


Peace! xD