Ive been feeling superx10 emo recently. dont ask me why, i just do.

Must be something in the gallons of 100plus ive been consuming like water recently.

So anyway. Im at my desk and staring at the BK vouchers hanging off my corkboard and im just CRAVING for a mushroom swiss double. I'll make sure i'll hassle MISS QUEK SINGYI into buying it with me along with all the other crap we'll be buying for tomorrow night. havent seen her in quite a while and there's so much to catch up on, right right right?

we'll stay up all night k, not sleep and go for filming on saturday looking like crap. actually i can look like crap, you cant. buahaha.

Ive been munching on a bar of chocolate, and i think ive been eating too much recently. so disgusting. i havent weighed myself in ages, BECAUSE I DONT DARE TO. lol lol lol. goodness knows how much i weigh now, and as they say, IGNORANCE IS BLISS. i really should take up some sort of class. dance or something. ive always wanted to do belly dancing, i think its sexy. there's one type of cardio workout i keep seeing in Cleo mag, maybe i'll go sign up for it or something. and a whole new diet regime. i need to get healthy, my skin's getting sallow and disgusting.

sigh. i really wish that one day 48hrs or something. ever since coming to poly, i havent slept before 12-1am in AGES. i treasure weekends, i really do.

wish mommy and daddy would come back from the market already. my order of mee pok dry with tons and tons of chilli despite my sore throat is with them. YUM.

looking through older pictures, i realized i havent had a holiday in ages. i cant wait for the 7 week break. hopefully there wont be much reason to have to go back to school so i can go with daddy to italy. and although i think it will be so cool to stroll through the streets of rome or milan or whatever (pops will work, i'd be alone xD) eating the ice cream they're so famous for and peering into Gucci and Prada, a little company would be nice.

ANYONE WANTS TO COME WITH ME??

but i'd really rather go to New York, or London. The shopping is heaven and at least they speak english. The only italian i know is (use the italian accent now people) spaghetti anda meetballs!

New york. Man, i'd give my right left arm to go there. Its like, an American version of Tokyo (which makes Tokyo the Japanese version of New York) I mean, times square, central park, barneys, bendels, the meatpacking district. GAH. and those cool hotdog vendors.

And London! Madam Tussaud's (however its spelt, i cant be bothered to check wikipedia), Buckingham Palace, the Portobello flea market, the countrysides and who knows, i might be able to snag myself the very wealthy son of some Earl of Duke. LOL nah im just kidding. imagine having to stay in big stone mansion all day, minding social graces and drinking tea everyday. id just die. im too much of a city kid and besides, im perfectly content now. xD

but a title like Lady Mona, Duchess of _________ would be so cool. and having like, 10 maids wait on me hand and foot. and id never have to worry about dieting again. id be so wealthy, id eat until im disgustingly fat and then just go for liposuction. wahaha. oh and of course i'd be able to help the homeless with my new wealth and donate to Red Cross and all that. and id be able to buy out Chanel!

and yes im still kidding. id definitely marry an asian. and then you have the hassle of migrating and all that shit if you marry a forgein white. nah. id take a hot singaporean anyday. xP


wow. i just re-read the whole chunk and its such a me-me-me entry. its quite narcisstic and disgusting, but then again its not like you came here and expected to read about something that's good for mankind or something right?


ok imma go. dinner's back! and if im lucky, the old man who runs the stall is in a good mood and added mushrooms xD

-out-


Cause you're everywhere to me
When i close my eyes it's you i see,
You're everything i know that makes me believe
Im not alone.
-Michelle Branch's Everywhere