Friday

I feel like crying

I put my HEART and my SOUL into editing the video and Mr Tan says at the most its a D. FREAK LAH. Ive had it with locvid. No more TV for me for the rest of my mass comm-y years. blah.

D. Like, what the hell? At least a C+ i also happy. D is such a ugly letter, it should be just taken off the alphabets and replaced with something else. Like CC or something. CRAPNESS. SEE SEE SEE im in such a lousy mood over that grade im talking rubbish.

Not as though i came into mass comm to shoot videos anyway. Photo journ. looks so cool but waddahell, only for FSV. I think the universe is out to conspire against me. I mean, i wanted to do advertising, but that would mean having to take GRAPHCOMM and WEBGRAPH again. DIEEE. And my other alternative, public relations has abit of MARKETING in it.

Actually marketing is quite ok.

MARKETING. SHIT. TEST ON SATURDAY AND STILL A SHITLOAD OF WORK TO DO.

I really wanna go throw myself outta the window lah. I'm on the 9th floor, confirm die one. Hmm. If i were to really throw myself out, id probably jump with my handphone, the pillow that's been with me since birth and probably a suitcase full of my favourite clothes.

Lol shit im talking nonsense again. Nonsense. Die so young.

And now im contradicting myself? Goodness.

Went to work at CHOC-A-BLOC after school. So fun! Confirm gonna put on weight lah. Everything also eat. xP

I like doing sales though. Kinda reminds me of Miss Sixty.

yay i am now fully ok, 99% confident in making smoothies. Work again on Sunday. I.like.earning.my.own.money.


Today

Ok just got home from church.

Bible Studies in the morning was awesome. Learnt about baptism of the Holy Spirit and Water. Amazing amazing. Cant wait to get (water) baptized. LOL.

Then went to PS for lunch. THE HOT AND SPICY KOREAN SOUP WHATCHAMACALLIT IS REALLY DAMN SPICY. OUT TO KILL YOU ONE -according to Jamieeeeeeeeeeeeeee (hahahahah i really put 15 E's)- BUT VERY VERY NICE.

Then went back to church for service.

One word: WOW

Today's service was really meaningful man. It was really impacting. I think God (and church) is amazing and never ceases to amaze me. Like, every week, REALLY, EVERY week, something will just happen and i'll have doubts about it, and i'll wonder how to approach the issue and how to deal with it and after a while of trying to solve it, i get so frustrated i just ignore it and give up trying to solve it altogether.

And then.

(Its just so miraculous i wanna slap myself to see that im not dreaming or something) When i go to church that same week, the same questions and doubts in my head, SOMEHOW, Pastor will preach, and what is being preach relates TOTALLY 100% to my doubts and when service is over, i will know what to do.

WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW.

Its amazing how the same thing happens week after week after week ever since i accepted Christ into my life. Im just so thankful that ive stuck to the decision of being Christian and im so grateful to JAMIE LEE for bringing me to church. Its like, i get a fresh start at life again and all the shit i did in the past wiped away along with the old me.

Yes, church is amazing. ESPECIALLY HEART OF GOD CHURCH.


Ok. then. after service we all went back to PS for dinner and we ate BK. man i havent had BK in ages lah. Funny, it feel healthier as compared to Macs. Ok, i will slowly boycott Macs! Actually come to think of it macs is damn disgusting. The fries are like, dripping in oil and their burgers are greasy and slathered with sauces. eeee.

oh no. i shall stop eating macs and eat BK if i get fast food cravings.

Then we walked to Cathy because i wanted to see the Ben and Jerry's store. ITS SO SUPER CUTE. And they were selling T-shirts but paiseh to go in and see since we werent buying ice cream so we just stood outside spastically inahling the beauteous aroma of ice cream and waffles. Dammit why does something so good have to be so bad at the same time?!

Then everyone started walking to Suntec/Esplanade and talked nonsense about buying stars and the moon on the way. Its actually quite cool to have a star named after you.

Some american father in a baseball cap: "Look son! That star's called the Mona"

Yeah man i think my name is a potential name for a star. Why not, i mean, its already part of a painting and a cartoon, why not a star?

Then i decided not to go with everyone all the way and took a bus home.

STUPID CHOICE.

Something (i couldnt understand the bus driver cause he was speaking chinese) happened so there was this massive jam.

Bloody hell. The bus was like, stuck in the same damn position for 20 minutes without moving.

All in all, i wasted 1hr ++ of my life sitting on tthe bus and waiting for it to move.

Got so fed up i ended taking a train home from City Hall.

But hoho, the train "will terminate at Ang Mo Kio".

I told you, the universe is conspiring.

Then i thought, nevermind just take a cab home from ang mo kio lah.

THEN THE TAXI QUEUE. AND NO TAXIS.

So i rushed back up the platform, caught the train back to yishun and took a cab home from there. Lucky the cabs came fast.


Dieness my stomach my super bloated. I overate. Ahhh *screams*

I shall go bathe, take a poke at webgraph and go to bed. Work tomorrow!