My sit-in-town-and-think idea flopped.
rofl.
anyway.
so dad picked me up and we went to town together. i think he's noticed ive not been myself, that's why he's being extra nice. lol. i mean, he let me drag him around taka and wisma!
retail therapy rocks my socks. i managed to shut out the thinking for a while.
I bought:
1) 3 novels
2) dressy shorts
3) anna sui mascara
4) Nine west wedges
yep so. i was happy. momentarily.
and then dad had to leave, but im so happy i spent some time with him today. dad-daughter bonding thing. love you pops! xD
i had about an hour and a half to kill before work so i went to coffee bean at centrepoint to read.
then work! work was fun, but it wasnt busy so i was consumed in thoughts once more.
but!
Jamie and the rest of my CG came down! happiness! love you guys many many!
closed early and went home.
going to devour my novels once im done blogging.

Isnt this the cutest? thank you jamie and polly!

cheezles! dale you rock!
JAMIEE, thanks for sharing with me and letting me share with you. i feel so much after talking it out. xD im very very fortunate and glad to have you as my friend and my CGL because i can get mentored amidst the normal things friends do with each other. the balloon you and Polly gave me really cheered me up and i was touched. thanks for cheering me up! -bigfathugsDALE!!! Thanks for the cheezles. that simple gesture really touched me, too. thank you for showing me concern and asking me to eat my dinner even though we arent really THAT close yet. they're right, all it takes is a simple gesture and little touch of concern to make an impact. xDonce again, church has brought to me a myrid of blessings. the love of God, a new faith, and the amazing amazing warm people who make up hoGc.
MISSY QUEK SINGYI i heart you! you're retarded-ness on my tagboard made me smile and i could see the genuine concern from many many years of friendship behind "count on me mona-pore." haha you made me laugh you crazy ass chick! no one knows me better than you do and im looking forward to many many more years of friendship with you. xD and you can count on ME anytime too, sing(yi)-apore. ROFL.LING MWAH. thanks for always being there when i was down and i want you to know i'll do the same for you anytime. your tag let me now that you're always going to be watching my back and being there when i need you (likewise for me!) im just a phone call away and you know my hp is on like, 24/7. yeah man we'll suffer/laugh/cry/cheer/celebrate through the next 2 1/2 years in poly together! STEVE DUUUUDE. thank you muchos for letting me rant and rant and rant. you've been letting me do that for like, months on end and im amazed, im spellbound and i kowtow to your patience. not many guys i know will let a girl rant and rave and ask senseless questions over and over that would drive normal people mad, but hey, how cool is it to be an exception? you're like, the ultimate buddy and you never fail to cheer me up. thanks dude! yes im feeling reaaaaally emo now and reading the above, im one lucky person because i have so many great friends in my life. xD
i feel contented now. i shant blog anymore about my confusion and all that. i'll leave that for another entry.
off to read!