I HAVE THE BEST-EST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD. EVER.
I woke up this morning feeling like crap. I was really close to tears but i went to make tea so it killed the crying self pity mood.
When i came back, my darling MISSY QUEK SINGYI was IM-ing me and i just broke down to her online. I spilled everything to her, how i felt and stuff.
I guess even when you feel like nothing can make you feel better, you just have to trust in your nearest and dearest.
One sentence she said really made me laugh, and i felt better immediately. She's a God-send i tell you. She's another reason why i owe God my life and why im willing to be His servant.
I mean, one sentence! That girl is genius.
I was really really touched cause, that was at 3 55 and her school shuts down the internet connection at 4. She could have told me to sms her, or call her. I was really ranting ALOT and i know how she rushes out of school the minute it lets out. But yet. she patiently listened to my nonsense, and gave me genius advice. And when i say nonsense, its really nonsense. In fact, i was quite amazed i was capable of creating enough rubbish to upset myself. its rubbish i would have NEVER EVER told anyone else. just her. =)
Ive known her for 10 years, not running out of school is quite an amazing feat for her. That and she had to work late last night. Her willingness to be so patient can only be attributed to the fact that bestfriends will really ALWAYS be there for you whenever you need them.
I know she loves me alot, and i love her alot too!
Thank you so much!! That one sentence you said really made me smile and feel so much better. I love you more than anyone else in this whole world! I promise that i'll always be there for you too and that we will never fall into the same trap we see happening to other friends who lose contact after a few years. Even if we end up studying in different countries a few years later, i'll make sure i take up 2465627794643 jobs so that i can buy air tickets to visit you every summer! I'l rob a bank if i have to! Mug an old lady! I swear, nothing and no one is more important than you. You're like the sister i never had, someone who will love me unconditionally and do more than what friends do for each other. Yes, you're more than just a best friend to me. Much much much more. No amount of thanks is ever gonna be enough, cause i forsee myself running to you a hell lot in the future. Just promise me that whenever you feel down, no matter how small or how stupid you feel the problem is, you'll call me.
I'll stop my gushing here, because there's just no end to how eternally grateful i am to you. You've always been there for me, despite how i can be such a sickening bitch at times. Im just so truly truly lucky to have you =)
<3333333333333333333333333s! sorry ah this looks kinda funky. C'mon i got D for graphics! but yes, she's like no other =)
EDIT. i wanted to upload that pic into friendster but its down for maintainence so for some reason, i clicked on the first blog link. it opened up to this american dude moving to Los Angeles from Memphis, where ever that is. At the end of the entry about the 3 day drive there, was this phrase that really spoke to me.
"Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away"
Carrie Bradshaw - Sex & The City
It speaks so much about changing, and how we have to be able to adapt and let go of fragments of the past. How many of us can truly do that? I know im still in the learning curve. Im going to start NOW. Chuck a part of me away that belongs in the past because everything is different now, and i cant expect the old me to survive the life im leading now. Especially in the aspect of trust.
I love that phrase. =)
