Hello!
I feel rejuvinated.
Like i just had a soak in mineral mud and got a diamond exfoliation.
Singyi continues to amaze me. I talked to her just now and she really opened my eyes yet again. You rock la you crazy girl! She's being a genius today. I was feeling emo and down, and i guess i really needed someone to talk to, like one of those girly <3 to <3s.
Thank you my darling bestie missy quek singyi =)
im sorry i was being bratty just now. i know i didnt help you by suddenly going Away and i bet it caused you more distress if anything. I was being selfish. bleah.
i just want you to know that i'll never ever give up on you, and nor will i ever turn away when you need me. i'll always be here with open arms should you ever need a hug and with listening ears if you need someone to talk to. when i said iloveyou, im agreeing to go through everything and anything together with you. dont ever feel that im doing it out of obligation or cause its what i feel like i should be doing. nope, its cause i WANT to.
i know i dont give fantastic advice, and sometimes i cant really say what i mean to say cause im not very good with words when im not calm. yet, i hope that you know you can come to me whenever you feel down and stuff, cause that's what im here for. true, maybe i cant really help to make you feel better but i'll try my best. and if my words arent enough, at the very least, i can always give you a hug and pray. i realize that perhaps you need time to be able to like, really open up to me. ok maybe you dont but im just saying that if you do, hey, i have all the time in the world to wait.
i dunno. but you're really special and you bring out a different side of me. its a very different experience, to say the least but not that i mind or anything. in fact, i embrace it cause i know you're gonna teach me alot in the long run. and that's what it's all about isnt it? growing inside together. which is why i said i'll never be able to bring myself to hurt you. please dont be scared, cause i'll give you all the assurance you want. with or without your asking, whether you need/want it or not. =)
oh yes. i know talk's cheap and i can make a helluva long blog entry that's all lies just to make you feel better. but you dont deserve that. you deserve a whole lot more and i'll try my best to give the "whole lot more" to you. i really do mean every word i say. swear upon Huckle!
ok imma stop here, i think im starting to repeat myself. but yeah, you get the picture =)
i think i'll go talk to God a little. x)
