Im in writcom class now. Just ran up and down the second and third floor a few times in attempt to find a book on weight loss that fit all the criteria. Weight loss. Ironic. Ha.

Im actually in Mok's room now. Update from uh, 2 hours ago.

Im at home now. LOL. we've been house hopping today.

I woke up at 10-freaking-30 am and class started at 11. whee. Now that im in class and like, 1/4 o f them are not even here it makes me wonder why i even bothered to cab down. Wasted $15. But the cabbie was nice. He chionged for me and honked at any car in his way just so they'd move and he'd get a straight route. Thank you nice cabbie man! If i ever meet you in a cab again i'll tip you $10 extra dollars! =)

Going to look for Nigel's apron for his halloween costume after class and then go over to my place to prepare before hitting town. EDMUND. SEE YOU LATER AH.

BUT. JEREMY AND STEVE ARENT GOING. BOO!!!! =( Never mind, next year! Steve, you better freaking study hard and get those As for ME. You owe me, and i want you to get As. If you dont, i'll.. i'll.. i'll force feed you muruku until it comes out of your nose! muahahahha.

So i guess i'll just go shred my old nvss uniform and go as a zombie slut schoolgirl or something. Jeremy was supposed to do the hangman's noose for me but yeah. It's alright! =)

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Now for the bit that no one likes to read so GO AWAY. i just want to rant.

i feel very strange.

i feel very in between.

but.

i'll deal. i know i can. i'll find strength in my friends, i'll find strength in my God and i'll find strength in all the little things in life.

im afraid. i dont trust myself anymore. i need to learn how to control myself better. i hate it when i lose control. raar i could bitch slap myself.

ahh. thoughts not in focused. brain feels loose and squiggly.

i'll blog when i can think better.