Dearest bestie,

you crazy nut. i love you! 2007 is here and its another year im looking forward to whiz through with you by my side. you make everything dull come alive! 2006 is gone, and i can proudly say that we've been friends for a decade!

*fireworks and pop ballons

im truly glad that unlike other frienships, ours hasnt given in to the harsh nature of time and crumbled like the earth would under the blistering heat of the sun. the past 10 years has been such a ride. so many ups and so many downs, so many changes and so many new people who've gone in and out of my life. and you've been with me every step of the way through it all.

you're the better than the bestest, craziest, maddest best friend i could ever ever create in a dr.frankenstein lab! im just so thankful for you because i know you're than just my friend and you're more than just my soul sister. you're a blessing that im very grateful to have receieved.

why?

because i know that despite being in different schools, despite living $13 worth of cab fare away from each other and especially despite the uncertainty of the future, anytime i turn around, you're gonna be there always watching my back, always ready with a listening ear and always there to be shoulder for me to cry on.

i've watched you grow and go through many changes in the past 10 years, just as you have seen me. and im so so so so so proud to say that you've become this mature individual who is slowly but surely asserting her standing in life and is ready to take whatever life will throw. that you're a person of amazing inner strength who's not afraid to ask for help or to fall back occasionally when life gets tough. that you're a person who treasures the value of friendship and will never leave her friends up the creek without a paddle, no matter how tempting it is to sometimes. that you've become more and more patient, willing to listen and trying your best to give the best advice possible. and even if when all else fails, always willing to be around anyway to get fat on ice cream as long as it makes the other party feel better.

and most of all, slowly growing into this really hot girl! =D

you know, if one day someone offers me the life of luxury we're always dreaming about (read: cars, no limit credit card charge accounts etc) and a body runway models would kill for in exchange for you and your friendship,

i'd turn him down.

because no amount of money or would-be toned muscles in my body will ever sway me into giving you up. never ever.

too bad, you're stuck with me even after our ashes are placed side by side in a crematorium. HOOHAH.

life is going to get tougher tougher, school, relationships etc. But no matter what, im always going to be by your side. im just a phone call away, 24/7. me loves you much!





Dearest timmytanewen,

my sillyboy! i look freaking funky in that picture but i posted it up anyway cause i think you look hot. =D

time sure flies doesnt it. just a minute ago it was late august/early september and we were talking about thai revolts and elephants in chains and suddenly, its 2007 and we're talking about 3 cats and dying by carbon.m in vans. teh madness.

its coming to three months in 4 days (and shit i have to finish that last page in the scrapbook before the 7th), and yet, it seems like only a week went by. you make time fly! gah ultimate cheesiness. okok ignoration.

you.. you.. I LOVE YOU LAH YOU CRAZY ONE.

you're the second blessing in my life, and once again, im extremely grateful for you. because you're the most amazing thing that's happened to me, and one of the best, if not THE best, choice ive ever made. there's just something about you!

although i know 3 months is not a very long time, but in that short period of time, i think you've taught me so much. you've taught me patience, you've taught me how to love myself, you've taught me to be less of an ass (ok so im still working on this) and you've taught me how to love again.

i bet people think we're just another couple, after a few months of the honeymoon period and then its byebye. i could laugh, because to me, you're more than just my boyfriend. you're also my second best friend, my confidant, my pillar of strength, my teacher, in some ways the older brother i never had and of course, the love of my life. there's so much i want to thank you for, and yet i know thank you is so inadequate. because you light my day with just a smile, you lift up my spirits with a wordless hug and you make me feel like the most special person ever with a simple kiss.

when we're together, i sometimes get the fleeting feeling that in this vast world, there's just the two of us. no more, no less. i really thank you for your patience. im so deeply touched that anyone would use this much energy on me.

you know, unlike others, im really looking forward to whatever the future has in store for us. even though sometimes i totally lose it and say stuff that i wish i could take back, i know that im going to enjoy every waking moment with you. i'll never ever "get bored" nor want anyone else. you're the best that i could ask for and even if better -if better even exists- comes along, i dont want him.

the past month has been the most trying one for me, and i really dont know what ive had done if you (and of course sy) weren't there to give me the strength i so greatly needed. you were the reason i never had a complete breakdown. despite the gloom and darkness that was slowly closing in on me, i never once (though i say it alot) truly found myself in a state where i wanted to just give up because you were always there for me. you provided me with that little spark of hope that kept me going on and though i know everything is far from ending, i dont fear it as much as i would have, simply because i know you'll wipe away my tears and tell me in that way of yours to be strong and that no matter what, i'll always have you to give me strength.

i can safely say that ive never known what love was, until you. =)

and. i want you to know that even though im still not very mature, and much too hot headed for my own good, anytime you need me at all, im always around to try and help. even if my world was crumbling down around me, i'll still find the strength to be there for you. because i love you and im really grateful for everything you've done for me. even if i cant help much, i'll be around anytime to give you a hug anyway!



ok. that was my rather clumsily put together thank you shout out to the two most important people in my life. sorry if some of the sentences are rather incoherent or dont seem to have much link!


Reading through all that, im really lucky to have both singyi and timmy. they are really a blessing. and i also realized, im only truly happy when im with either of them, or better yet, when all 3 of us together. for them, id give up my life in a blink of an eye and never regret it.

love? love is when i look at Singyi being retarded and Timmy laughing his oh-so signature timmylaughter.

strip me of everything i possess, but i'll keep going so long i have these two in my life.

because the both of them have showed me that true love does exist, and in the process, bringing me hope in this rather depressing world and giving me the strength to face each new day.

i dont think the world is a beautiful place, but i think MY world is beautiful, as long as these two are in it.

I love you.