whatever happened to innocence? or being able to just live without wondering if your eye is twitching because someone is talking bad about you.
i was on the swings a few nights back and while it brought about a flood of memories -scraping my knee, hysterical screams laced with uncontrollable giggles, being able to fly, bells of st.peter's- i couldnt get the feeling of being a little girl who didnt have a care in the world.
sad how we dont get to say goodbye to our innocence.
oh well. it's all about forgetting isn't it? and letting go.
dinner at vivo with shaf/rae/sy yesterday.
$17 worth of chicken rice, juicy stuff that splits, ciggies, sprawling on the ground, mats, $10 bnj lip balm and wading pools.
and away we go.
so much weird stuff the past few days. cheating assholes and fakes.
thank goodness for timmyninnymacaroni.
thank goodness for singyiwonkypingypongy.
i'll lock myself in and be deluded;
so much easier.
