so hello.


its pouring like mad, and i dont relish the idea of having to go out.

the interview yesterday went ok, but im still not hired. i have some orientation thing to go to today before they decide whether they want me or not.

and then there's another interview tomorrow for a job that pays more.


i hate such states of paralysis.


i havent smoked in 3 days, and not to sound like a crazed addict or anything, but my head is pounding is like mad.


i have vcds to return, and i bet they're all overdue already.

and i have tons of weight to lose. i havent got the bleeding motivation to go out and run. help me.


i need a job asap. i need to do something. staying at home means i'll snack while gaming, and going out means spending money on food.


and there's still that advertising presentation that i hope pulls through.


and im so in love with a pair of Ted Baker pants. i think they'd look really good with a pair of black stilettos.