you wish you could turn back time, but you cant.

you wish you could be given the chance to do something differently, but you cant.

you wish for all the world that things would turn out fine, but that's all you can do- wish.



then, realization.

things COULD have gone the way you wanted- if only you had been less of a coward.

if only you had not just thought for yourself. if only you had been brave enough to do the fucking right thing.

if only you had trusted yourself more.

because there will always be alternatives.

because there will always be second chances.



not anymore.

nope, no more turning back.

because what's has been done, has indeed been fucking done.


if only.